4 days out

Still having a hard time coming to accept my friendless status. It is such a change for a social person like I have always been. Of course as we age and our jobs and families require more of our time some friendships do fall by the wayside, but to wake and find yourself without anyone to call with that witty joke or the daily outrage? That is pain. 

This Saturday is the wedding to which I was uninvited. My friendship of 30 years was thrown over and I was summarily dumped. It snowballed into a plethora of opportunities to remind me of how shitty my life is at the current time. I do know that this shall pass but it's the waiting for that to happen that I am struggling with.

What a bummer of a post. For that I apologize to my only reader. myself.